So this year I have decided to step it up. My theme for this year is Grown and Sexy! (Like both of them but mainly the one on the left. She's my icon for this year.)
Every change that I am making in my life is about being grown and sexy, and rightfully so, I am going to be 30 this year. :D I know some people are starting to feel old but I am actually just starting to feel like a woman and I am quite excited about it and I want to embrace it for at least the next 30 years before I start to consider myself "getting old".
So as a part of that, one of the things on my list of goals is changing my attitude to one like Yoda spoke about in Star Wars which is, "Size matters not". My mom pointed out something to me; she reminded me that Yoda told Luke that he failed because he Could Not Believe It. This is a very important thing. It's not about the fact that he tried and couldn't do it; it's not about the fact that he had the wrong mentality; it's about the fact that he had the coach right there and he saw the coach do it right in front of him and with all of that evidence, he still Could Not Believe that it could Even be Done!
I am working on getting into the depths of my subconscious to make sure that I know that I know that I can do it. I am working on KNOWING that there is no difference... no matter what the size, price or distance. I decide what my life will entail and the money comes to make that happen, not the other way around. Now, how does all of this connect to an e-reader? If you would have asked me last year if I could manifest $500 to spend on e-readers for me and my love, I would have told you..."I don't know. I'll try".
Now I am here to tell you, "Yes. I can". This is 2013 and it is my year and I am doing it big and grown and sexy. I am not letting the size or price of anything stand in my way.
I decided that if I got an e-reader I would do a lot more reading (because a lot of my books are on PDF). Then I decided that I wanted to get one for my friend. I did the visualizations, decided that I had it now and when it came time to decide what I wanted, I worked with my inner spirit to get myself over the price hump and really sat down and decided what I Wanted in an E-reader... not what I could afford. I did research, I was prepared and acted as though, not only that the money was going to come, but that I had the e-reader now! After much research, I came to the conclusion that I wanted a basic Kindle Paperwhite and, so far, that's what I'm sticking with. Now I didn't know how I was going to afford that (especially since when I started out, I was only planning on getting one original kindle for $70 and that somehow turned into two Paperwhite 3G's with cases for a whopping $500) but it didn't matter, because I was going to get it.
So what happened? The money came. I was only expecting to get a little bit but I got A Lot and then...my friend let me know that he already had one..and I decided that the fancy one that I was gonna get didn't really suit my needs, and I went to the store to check out the case and didn't like it and realized that a less expensive case would do just fine and now instead of having to spend the $500 that came, I only have to spend about $150-$200 of it :D hahaha So yeah, it all works out. Grown and Sexy, getting in shape and manifesting what I'd like to have in my life.